I have not been feeling good lately (actually the whole month of July). All due to my menopausal.
Again? You guys might be asking.
I believe I am already in the tail end of my peri menopausal and honestly, I really can’t wait for this to end. I cannot wait to feel normal again.
It’s very difficult when every little thing is a stressor. Even the barks of Schumi sometimes is a stressor. Vito looking for his tennis shorts is a stressor. Every damn thing is a stressor for me.
And it is hard.
It is hard when you feel your brain is full. It is hard when you feel tired all the time. It is hard when you’re having mood swings every single minute and it is hard when your body is burning and you are bathing in your sweat the whole day.
It is hard.
And I want my happy hormones back.
I decided to take a break today. I force myself to get out and have lunch. JSP was entertaining his relatives from the US and asked me if I want to join them.
“You need to get out of the house. Different surroundings might help you.”
So, I forced myself to get out of bed.
I put on my old reliable Levis jeans and RL Polo shirt. The easiest and the most comfortable outfit and having some comfort food might indeed do me good.
Top: RL Polo || Jeans: Levis || Shoes: Chanel || Bag: Gucci || Sunglasses: Celine || Willow Jewelry Necklaces || Willow Jewelry Earrings