It is in times like this that I hate the most. When I am left alone in the house and I get to think of my boys and Claudia is in school.
I am left alone with my thoughts.
Vito just left a few days ago and I am trying to normalize my life and get on with things as not to feel that my boys have actually left now.
I have been keeping myself busy with Willow Jewelry. Meeting orders, taking orders, deal with banks, deal with my goldsmiths drama (I hate it) etc. So far, I have been successful in dealing with life, per se.
But today. I feel extra lonely.
The house is so quiet and I hate opening the TV, kasi sumasakit ang ulo ko kay Napoles.